5/27/12

Nausea kicks in the morning n sometimes before a meal. I do have an appetite but I don't over do it. I like ice cold water not warm in a plastic Contigo bottle. Daniel has been great. He sings as he's doing the dishes, sings while cooking. I allow him to have fun n give me my nightly shot( only until weds though) these shot will help me keep my white cells up. I'm still not smoking. Yay me. Very hard though. I'm compensating by having sugar. Not happy about it but I acknowledge my issues. Took 2 melatonin to help me sleep, no Ativan tonight. Earlier daniel caught me holding onto my left chest. I teared up for a moment. Beat cancer!!