5/3/12

Ok here it goes, this Friday I do a MUGA test. To check my heart function to ensure it can take the chemo meds. 5/15 2pm they are putting iv port in my chest, 5/16 I have 12pm follow up appointment with surgeon, 5/23 I do pre bloodwork for chemo. 5/24 10am start chemo. Noooo I'm not scared--- again!!!! I'm trying to nap, not working with this on my mind