5/9/12

Had a good day. Went to sleep around midnight-ish, woke up at 7am, 9am but crawled out of bed at 10!!! Took some Vicodin last night. Don't think I can wait to see surgeon next weds. Need him to help me with this bruising on my tricep. I know it's only been 3 weeks but lymph edema is no joke. No cure. It can act up at anytime. Now to the good stuff!!! Linda went with me to marzels in Pleasanton where they speciAlize in breast cancer stuff. Hats, wigs, camisoles, swimsuits. I tried on a few camisoles n cried when I found the one that made me feel great. I didn't know if it was a good cry or a bad one. Once Linda held my shoulders from behind n gave me a little squeeze and didn't say a word, I felt it was cry of relief. I looked n felt normal. I had to strut. Had a little photoshoot with my new rack, grabbed a cute little had n snapped a few more. Went home with what I had tried on. Zipped up front white cami that has aloe in it for 24 washes. The other one will be ready next week. It's 5 weeks to early for a bra but I don't care. I wish I was told sooner about the post mastectomy cami but I'm very happy now.