5/4/12

Couldn't sleep in. Toss n turn as usual. On my back, not comfy, on my right side, slightly comfy. Being alive to feel these feelings, priceless. Dad helped me get my car tuned up/smog/timing belt n water pump. We went to breakfast, with pillow under pit. Oh well at least I wasn't going to go numb in public. Tape still hasn't fallen off stitches yet. Even though surgeon said we can take them off weds. I'm still numb in certain areas of my arm/pit. Hard as well. He will give me exercises on 5/16. Stupid me I still try n clear table with left hand or try n bathe left handed. Took injection infraction test today. It read about 58% but the surgeon or oncologist will confirm soon. Angela said over 55 is good. Weird test and I'm a hard to stick person so of course it hurt. Look up MUGA test n u will understand what/why I'm doing this. I don't quite have a reach but ive been able to put on n take off whife beaters but my right boob is aching for a bra. Going to nordies in Ptown soon to check out fitted cami's n prosthetics. Thanks for listening out there. Got a gift n card from louise today. So freaking thoughtful. I do miss my coworkers!! Okok and chatting it up with my execs too!!