8/1/12

No one can tell someone how each treatment is n how they will feel. Do research after research n nothing can prepare u for every round of chemo but at least I have done my research n know what to expect. It just sux having no patience for what I'm feeling n not knowing how long it will last. Been feeling such a baby since Sunday but I don't care anymore. I'm a cancer patient, still hard to admit, n I need to be not so hard on myself. For 3 days straight fat gurl has had a hard time swallowing n eating or keeping down any kind of food!! 42 yrs old n not used to this at all. Can't wait to get off this medicine so I can loose the 12 lbs I gained since April. If I start watching yoga channel n doing it, maybe I'll loose it.