Daniel woke up this morning telling me they I've done great! I'm like, all I did was make a pot of coffee but thanks. He saw the bewildered smile and expression on my plump cheeks and said, with your treatments!! He got the biggest hug. How stupid of me not to remember that he went through this with me. He's my shining light. Hard to get down on myself and have a pity party, party of one, when daniel will never walk!! There are worse things to worry about. I can always get another breastesses. Daniel will never get the use of his legs. Except to kick my ass when I'm in that bad place.
9:30am, I head to Linda Linda's to pick her up to head on down to OAK town for my last appointment. She hands me oatmeal cranberry cookies for breakfast and I did not hesitate to gobble gobble.
Was on time for treatment. 30 seconds into treatment, machine stops. They have to reboot computer. Anxiety sets in. Not again! 30 mins later I was gone n got my hugs and a certificate of completion. Went to Nicks in san Leandro for breakfast at noon. Enjoyed watching Linda work from home lol and we caught up and shared stories, sparkling cider, chocolate and a few tears. Thank u sissy for a great day and I will always need u because we all are healing together.
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